Harlow! I feel so happy today don't know why. Haha hmmm but surely going to feel down again soon. So just hope to capture this very moment now and share it with your. But don't asks me why I am happy cause I also don't know. Hmmm me ah beating around the bush again. Paiseh ah!
Hey people exam coming k must study hard hard ah especially XJ haha! Don't everytime go online k! I will also try to kick this habit haha. I say TRY haha! So pls dun blame me if u see me online haha.
Snack for the day: Be yourself and work hard for your tomorrow! Jia you!!! =p
flashbacks of the past [4:01 PM]
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Saturday, October 18, 2003
Hiyeee to all my wonderful readers how have your day been today? Exams are coming for most of your right? Jia you jia you!!! Must study hard hard k! I just have a very full dinner feel like vomitting now hehe =P.
Today is a wondeful day cause it a day that I spend the whole afternoon and evening with God and my cell group members. As usual we have alot of fun sharing our thoughts for the week with each other. Isn't it great that God gives us such a wonderful family to care for us and share our joys and sorrows with.
My life have change alot since I became a christian. As time pass I feel that I became more willing to share with other how I feel unlike in the past when I tend to keep most things to myself. I also became more outspoken hehe. However the fact that my face will blush whenever I spoke infront of alot of people still exist haha. Dunno how to conquer that problem leh haha. Hmmmm why so many haha ah. Paiseh will try to cut down on that =P. Really hope that exams will end soon so that I can enjoy myself at the Youth camp and church camp end of this year. Yipee!!! Hope to see your then k. Must go ah!
Snack for the day: Faith is resting in his love, his presence, his promise.
flashbacks of the past [8:57 PM]
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Hiya my presentation finally over so happy. Hehe but there is still one more to go next week haiz~Btw thanks to all those who wish me gd luck k!
Despite the stressful atmosphere during the presentation, it really fun today cos we gathered together after presentation as a class and took lot of photo in formal clothing. Haha the whole class is really very excited in the morning. The girls were busy dolling themselves up in the ladies. It really a chao in the ladies haha. If only someone have taken a photo of us there =P
Haiz but there is a very very very bad news. My careperson Ms Wong is goin to leave TP soon. I am definitely going to miss her alot. She is a very nice tutor cum careperson and she has a very nice smile. =) Therefore I will like to take this chance to wish her all the best in her future endeavours. Take care!
Snack for the day: Only God knows of the dreams and aspirations that were never fulfilled because of the poor self-image that one had of themselves. It is important that every person knows that they are valuable and valued. In today's world, people are used to bringing others down rather than pulling them up. We need to recognize that this is not how God wishes for us to act. We need to love each other the same way we desire to be loved. If each of us loved our neighbor the same way Jesus commanded, this world would be a completely different place. (Jeremiah 31:3-4) (Luke 6:31-36) (Mark 12:30-31)
flashbacks of the past [5:54 PM]
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Thursday, October 16, 2003
Ha feeling much better today! But no one encourage me leh hehe but I think God just enlighten me. I have a feeling I am going to bored your down with what I going to write in my dairy today so just try to bear with me k.
Hmmmm.....oh ya my presentation is coming tomorrow so I am really excited and nervous at the same time. I am excited over the make up stuff. haha wonder how I will look like with make up on, must be very terrible. I know u people out there must be imaging me with my blazer and stuffs right. DON'T or u going to have NIGHTMARES tonight .
And of course I am nervous about how I going to fare tomorrow. Cause you know what haha my face will automatically blush when I am nervous and stuff like that. So my friends are all telling me that I can save money on the blushes, that why I not going to put on blushes tomorrow hehe. If not my face is going to look like the butt of the friends your have in zoo. Yes the monkey!
So guys if your happen to read my dairy today and I mean today 16 OCT 2003 hmmm actually 17 OCT also can provided it before 2pm hehe wish me good luck k! Thank alots.=P
Snack for the day: A ton of worry cannot solve an ounce of problem.
flashbacks of the past [6:44 PM]
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Wednesday, October 15, 2003
Hmmmm been quite stress out in school lately again haha! Alot of things happen due to one stupid peers apprasial thing. I feel so bad, not really sure how to express my sorrows now. Just feel like apologising but not sure how to. Why is life filled with so much contradictions?
Why is it that things don't always turn out the ways we want it to be? Haiz...
Snack for the day: Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
flashbacks of the past [4:47 PM]
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Tuesday, October 14, 2003
Blessed are the poor in spirit,
For theirs is in the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
For they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
For they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
For they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
For they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
For they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
For they will be called sons of God.
Blessed are those who are persecuted because of their righteousness,
For theirs is in the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecute the prophets who were before you.
Matthew 5:3-12
Remember- at the root of every attitude there is a spiritual condition. Our lives are always linked to the presence of the indwelling Christ. He has come to bring us His joy, His peace, His happiness.
Snack for the day: When You're down and troubled. When You're Sad and blue. Just leave it to GOD. For GOD holds our Tomorrow And He holds our hands
LeaVe It t0 GOD
flashbacks of the past [10:27 AM]
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Hey this dairy thing is giving me a huge headache man haha! It is really ain't easy to maintain one. Wonder how my friends did such a wonderful job for all their online dairy. Hey give me a tip or two leh haha! =p
Snack for the day: Two are better than one.....if one falls down, his friend can help him up. Ecclesiastes 4:9-10
flashbacks of the past [12:33 PM]
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Hi everyone!=) Hmmmm.... what can I write for today? Haha nothing much basically. Hey I bullshitting all the while. Please forgive me readers.=p
okok I going to share with your something that I find very meaningful. When I was young, like every child I aspired to be someone great one day. I had thought of being a lawyer, a doctor and many other great professions. How about you? However as we grew older these aspirations usually change don't they? As we will find that it is harder to achieve than what we initially thought it will be. However my dear friends don't despair as there is always a way out if you perseveres to the end.
Snack for the day: Unless you flap your wings, you will never know how high you will fly.
flashbacks of the past [12:06 AM]
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Today is the start of my writing career haha. Phew it been such a long time since I have written in a dairy. Today is yet another tiring day in school. Who say Poly life is slack, I feel like I am being weigh down by a thousand books at this very moment.
However, I just try to make the best out of eveything by enjoying myself in my moments of stress with a good chat with my friends and listening to soothing music.
Those who know me well should know how stress I am lately with all my work loads in school, I just want to thank them for being there for me when I needed them most. Your are the best! By the way please pardon me for my bad english. I am never good in english so don't expect to see masterpieces in my dairy. haha
Snack for the day: Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Matthew 11.28
flashbacks of the past [11:24 PM]
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