Wednesday, March 31, 2004
Yeah! So happy my birthday coming soon! Heez. Hmmm about one more day to April Fool's Day! A day when a fool like me is born on earth. Heez!!! So excited but I don't think I will be able to meet any of my friends on that day. So sadz. Haiz really busy with all my projects lately. Haiz
Please let these few weeks pass quickly so that holiday can come soon k. Aiyah but then holiday must work. Also no different. =( Ok stop here. Lol cos my mind is preoccupied with all my project stuffs.
Snack for the day: Cheer up. Moments like this is just a small test from God!
flashbacks of the past [12:05 AM]
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Sometime life can be so complicated. It just so difficult to make up your mind at time. Don't your think so? A friend once told me that love is like a bowl of tom yam soup heez. Yummy right lol. But it can be too hot and sour for some. But the aftermath is "SHiok" heez. You will somehow feel a sense of satisfaction after finishing the bowl of tom yam cos it seems that you have conquered something. A feeling of fulfillment. Have your ever try to avoid love just because you have once been hurt by it. Have you close your heart to someone out there who is trying hard to pry it open? A word of advice from me. If you never try to close the line, you will never know what is on the other side of the line. It may be something sweet or it might be full of sorrow. But it will still give u some good memory. Ain't it? So why not give it a try? If you never try, I am 100% sure you will never know how it will eventually end up. Right? Haix what on earth am I toking abt lol. Too much thinking make one deep in thought lol.
Snack of the day: Over every mountain there is a path although it may not be seen from the valley
flashbacks of the past [9:26 PM]
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My school hospi and tourism Interest Group is organising a Dinner and Daance Party. So exciting. I always wanted to go for prom night. But my stupid secondary school! You know how I celebrate Graduation Day anot. Yah I really mean Day not Night loh. We have pot luck at our school canteen in the broad day light. And guess what the canteen is still our temporary canteen cos our canteen is undergoing renovation. And hmmm..... we wear uniform loh. Stupid. I waited 16 yrs just for that? Stupid AISS!!! haix
Should I go? It cost about 60 dollar but I feel that it quite worth it. Maybe I am going, maybe not. haiz! Anyone interested in going must tell me k! heez
Snack for the day: Never ever choose a stingy and stupid school! You know what I mean yah! Especially those with a principle that look like and behave like a mouse
flashbacks of the past [5:58 PM]
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Today I am quite happy cos I finally be a good girl and did my tutorials before hand. Haha hope it can last for the next few months at least before the holiday start. By then I will need to find a job so I can earn cash $$$ hehe! Got lobang must tell me k! Good thing must share lol.
Oh yah I starting to like my school library. But I hate it when it is crowded with people. So noisy how to study. I hope that by the time I leave this school, I can find a corner of the library that belong to me and only me heez! Hmmm I prefer it to be a quiet little corner with not much sunlight. Coupled with my discman and jacket, PERFECT atmosphere for studying.
haha k that all for today.
Snack for the day: It is important to find a studying room, one where u can settle your mind on your study!
flashbacks of the past [8:49 PM]
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Hmmm die I am really slack. I should really start to buckle up. No more sleeping and eating like a pig for me. It real time for me to concentrate on my study now. Or can I ? Haiz have I change? I really hope that I can be back to my old self at time. A cheerful little girl who have no worldly worries. All she care about is whether she willl have a delicious meal for that day and the following day lol. What a glutton. heez!
I think I am someone who tend to think too much at time. And Yah my friends are right, I feel that I am too sensitive at time. Well there are good pros and cons to it. Maybe all I can do now is just to put down my burdens and worries in GOD's hands. Actually the greatest thing in all my life is getting to know GOD. There might not be any obvious change in me to other perhaps. However I can feel that after knowing him, I can sense a change in me. I tend to be more open now. No longer keeping all my troubles and worries to myself cos now I have GOD to go through it with me.
Here a little story that I will like to share with all my friends. It really encourages me and I hope it does the same to you too!
One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.
Across the school flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed sets of footprints in the sand,
one belonged to him, and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the foot prints in the sand.
He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.
He also noticed that it happens at the lowest and saddest times in his life.
This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed
that during the most troublesome times of my life,
there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand
why when I needed you most you would leave me."
The Lord replied, "My precious child, I love you and I
would never leave you. During your times of trial
and suffering when you see only set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."
Snack for the day: Faith is being sure of what we hope for & certain of what we do not see. Hebrew 11:1
flashbacks of the past [10:30 PM]
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Wow today I went to a really cool website. I was really fascinated at all the masterpieces taken. All the photo were really very well taken. Your should really take a look at it when your have the time. Especially so for those who are really interested in photography. I really encourage your to look throught the photo.
The website is http://www.photoblogs.org/
Hmmm firstly if Patricia is looking at this blog, I will like to apologise to her cause I haven been able to go out with her these few days. Sorry! I promise u during the next holiday I will surely meet up with you k. These few days I haven been really sleeping well lately. Should try to avoid the internet if possible cos I feel that it is kind of addictive leh. Haha at least for me lah. I feel like a walking zombie these few days in school. Haven been sleeping much. I need at least 12 hours of sleep leh.
Haiz been really fan over my volin these few days. Lucky this sunday lesson is cancel if not I surely die. I haven really get the hang of the 4 excerises that my teacher ask me to practice on leh. Haiz. I really try my best liao but still...... What should I do? Who can help me? Hmmm I going to bring my bow this saturday to the BBQ to ask JJ about the 4 excerises. Hope that I can learn how to do it then. I am really afraid that all the things that I have done these few days is the wrong one. Die am I thinking too much. Maybe I should relax abit! Maybe I should pray more feverish about it! Maybe I should......
Snack of the day: Ask and u will be given!
flashbacks of the past [1:27 PM]
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Another brand new day! Finally I completed my MBS access presentation! *Phew* Hmmm today maybe I going to take injection later. Hmmm am I scare? lol hmmm maybe not now but who know maybe I will be crying like there no tomorrow when I saw the needle later. heeZ
Hey there is one BBQ this coming saturday! Anyone interested? Contact me k! Anyone is welcome!!! hmmm that all for now folk Iwill definitely continue to fill up this blog. Do keep your eyes fixed on http://gnilgno.blogspot.com for more hot and spicy blog. lol!
Snack for the day: What there to afraid of a small needle? Am I afraid? =P
flashbacks of the past [10:34 AM]
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Hi People! I think most of your have most probably given up hope on my blog lol. Sorry for the inconsistency! =p
I am so happy I finally took up volin lessons. It has always been a small dream of mine to take up a music instrument. Now I finally have the change to realise my dream. I really want to thanks GOD for everything. It is he who answered my prayer and gave me a good time slot for my lesson. It is he who continue to support me even when I am on the verge of deserting him. It is he who touch me with his words and bring me back to him again when my heart for him begin to turn cold. On one sunday service, his holy presence touch me. As I am singing prasies for him, my tears start to trickle down. I kept thinking......... when is the last time I really cry for my sins? When is the last time I really came before him to repent for my sins? When is the last time I really pray feverish for my brothers and sisters in christ? When is the last time I gave thanks for the things that GOD have done for me? All these thought just causes my tears to flow down in streams down my cheek.
One thing left a deep impression in my mind! Someone once told me that if for ONE day we stop giving thanks to GOD, we should repent about it. Eventhough this sentence have left a deep impression in my mind initially but as time pass it slowly fade from my mind. Now as I recall about it, I feel utterly gulity. GOD have always been graceful towards me showering me with wonderful things daily but as time past I have take things for granted. When is the last time I say grace before my meal? I am ashame of myself. Totally ashame! God please forgive me!
Snack for the day: Repent and you will be forgiven......
flashbacks of the past [9:26 PM]
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