From today onward I want to be a good girl who study hard. haha I doubt I can do it man! But I am trying lah, really! I am trying very hard. Today first time went through all the important deadlines for projects and exams. Only then did I realise I got so many projects. FIVE Leh can die! So in the end I decided to quit my mos burger job. So now I will have less income aiyah but the pay also so little. So should not be too much of a difference. Cos even if I am working there, at most also 60+ a mth.
But my head big big sia. Violin lesson now become more expensive liao, can die! With theory 100plus leh. How to survive like that. Some more my teacher still stress that this is only temporary leh, meaning in abt a few weeks time when I reach Grade 3 I going to pay more, more and more. Haiz! Can money please drop from the sky! Now the songs are getting harder to play. So I must work harder on my violin. I must make sure I endure to the end when I get the diploma! I must never never have the intention of giving up which I did this week when I recall the lesson on sunday sia. So scary! Pls I must pray hard that my teacher dun throw his temper or I will die during the lesson sia. Once i see he abit irritated then I start to panick liao, hold the bow also tremble. Last lesson i so nervous until the violin hit the music stand sia. Lucky he never say anything. hmmmm ok lah basically that all. Oh if jj happen to read this, pls dun tell him hor( you know who ah!) oh else I will get it during the next violin lesson. Hmmm actually he not that bad lah. Pple dun get me wrong k, actually he the best teacher in Singapore, JB and some say Batam. It only that sometime he can get a bit fierce. At least for me lah, cos I always very easily panick one hee.
Snack for the day: With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible. Matthew 19:26
flashbacks of the past [11:45 PM]
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>>A ninety-one year old woman died after living a long dignified life. When
>>she met God she asked him something that had long bothered her.
>>If Man was created in God's image, and if all men are created equal, why
>>do people treat each other so badly?
>>
>>God replied that each person who enters our life has a unique lesson to
>>teach us. And it is only through these lessons that we learn about life,
>>people, relationships and God. This confused the woman, so God began to
>>explain.
>>
>>When someone lies to you it teaches you that things are not always as they
>>seem. The truth is often far beneath the surface. Look beyond the masks
>>people wear if you want to know their heart. And remove your own masks to
>>let people know yours.
>>
>>When someone steals from you it teaches you that nothing is forever.
>>Always appreciate what you have, for you never know when you might lose
>>it. And never, ever take your friends and family for granted because today
>>is the only guarantee you have.
>>
>>When someone inflicts an injury upon you it teaches you that the human
>>state is a fragile one. Protect and take care of your body as best you
>>can, it's the only thing you are sure to have forever.
>>
>>When someone mocks you it teaches you that no two people are alike. When
>>you encounter people who are different from you, don't judge them by how
>>they look or act; instead base your opinion on the contents of their
>>heart.
>>
>>When someone breaks your heart it teaches you that loving someone does not
>>always mean that person will love you back. But don't turn your back on
>>love because when you find the right person, the joy that one person
>>brings will make up for all the past hurts put together.
>>Times ten.
>>
>>When someone holds a grudge against you it teaches you that everyone makes
>>mistakes. When you are wronged, the most virtuous thing you can do is
>>forgive the offender without pretense. Forgiving those who have hurt us is
>>the most difficult and courageous thing Man can do.
>>
>>When a loved one is unfaithful to you it teaches you that resisting
>>temptation is Man's greatest challenge. Be vigilant in your resistance
>>against all temptation. By doing so you will be rewarded with an enduring
>>sense of satisfaction far greater than the temporary pleasure by which you
>>were tempted.
>>
>>
>>When someone cheats you, it teaches you that greed is the root of all
>>evil. Aspire to make your dreams come true, no matter how lofty they may
>>be. Do not feel guilty about your success, but never let an obsession
>>with achieving your goals lead you to engage in malevolent activities.
>>
>>When someone ridicules you it teaches you that nobody is perfect. Accept
>>people for their merits and be tolerant of their flaws. Do not ever reject
>>someone for imperfections over which they have no control.
>>
>>Upon hearing the Lord's wisdom, the old woman became concerned that there
>>were no lessons to be learned from Man's good deeds.
>>
>>God replied that Man's capacity to love is the greatest gift he has. At
>>the root of all kindness is love, and each act of love also teaches us a
>>lesson. The woman's curiosity deepending, God once again began to explain.
>>
>>When someone loves us it teaches us that love, kindness, charity, honesty,
>>humility, forgiveness and acceptance can counteract all the evil in the
>>world. For every good deed, there is one less evil deed. Man alone has!
>>the pow er to control the balance between good and evil, but because the
>>lessons of love are not taught often enough, the power is too often
>>abused.
>>
>>When you enter someone's life, whether by plan, chance or coincidence,
>>consider what your lesson will be.
>>Will you teach love or a harsh lesson of reality?
>>When you die will your life have resulted in more loving or hurting?
>>More comfort or pain?
>>More joy or sadness?
>>Each one of us has power over the balance of love in the world.
>>Use it wisely.
>>
>>Don't miss an opportunity to nudge the world's scale in the right
>>direction.
Snack for the day: There is always a reason behind every thing that happen! Don't despair! =)
flashbacks of the past [1:26 AM]
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You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men.
You are the light of the world. A city on the hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl.Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.
These few days alot of things happen. I really depend on God's words for wisdom now.
Snack for the day: Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
flashbacks of the past [11:05 PM]
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Hmmmm I quite long never update liao paiseh! hee. Hmmm have been working for around 2-3 weeks le. Wow very fast hor.Getting more familarise with the things and people there. Really glad that huai yu also working there now. Everytime see her and ai ning during work then I more energetic hee. Actually the other people there also quite nice especially got 1 auntie called auntie Mary, she always give me a very cute and wide smile lol. She really treat me quite good, but sometime "bully" me also haha. Everything also peiling here peiling there lol. At first still call my name wrongly call me bao ling lol. Then now she change already she call me "glass heart", then the other auntie there is called "plastic heart" hee! It is really like a small family over there and I beginning to like my job more each day even though i still commit mistakes now and then hee.
Oh and Yah Mr XJ so nice haha come to find me at my workplace. But then at his blog he complain about everything from the food to the uniform. Here sux there sux lucky he never say I sux if not he will get it from me. lol say sux already then come back again. I thought u dun like mos burger. So free everytime go orchard walk walk. Envy sia. Not fair. I very long never go shopping with my friends liao then school starting soon also. Hmmm this holiday I never enjoy much sia. Haiz
Never mind when I get the salary then I will be happy liao wahahahah =P
oh haha I just remember something. This is for Mr XJ! Don't complain I never tag k, that time actually I wanted to tag but then when I saw the button I couldn't force myself to press it wahahahah. U better go change it lol if not no one will tag liao. Anyway I agree with wat hoonie they all say lol.
Snack for the day: The frangrance always remains in the hand that give the rose.
flashbacks of the past [9:16 AM]
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